So it's Wednesday. We had Easter break last Wednesday through Monday, and now I have returned for 3 more weeks of school. I can't believe it's almost over! It's crazy. I'm super excited to get a break, but I'm going to miss my friends like crazy!! AHHH! And the musical has helped me become really close with some people too which basically rocks.
Over break I hung out at home alot with Lola. I miss that dog so much when I'm gone- it's pathetic really. I had a date with Spencer which absolutely rocked, caught up with some friends, but basically just gave my body a break.
Which is why I think I have a migraine today. I've been running on adrenaline sine about February and when I finally got a break, my body crashed. It just wants to sleep all day! Bummer, I can't. Today was my super easy day though. I haven't done a lick of homework, and ya know what, I'm not gonna until tonight when I absolutely have to. So HA.
In the last 24 hours I've had two rounds of music therapy. Not legit music therapy- I wish- but my own variation. Last night I was practicing piano and then just laid my hands out on random keys and played. From there I played for about 5 straight minutes of just random chords. Not even legit the whole time. I'd have something really dissonant playing with the left hand, then something light and delicate on the top with the right. It was so beautiful. And I just closed my eyes and played. It was amazing. I felt so relaxed afterwards. I don't know what made me need that so much, but hell, it worked, so I'm not complaining.
Today I have a terrible migraine, as I previously mentioned, and I just started listening to my old choir music. Right now listening to Abendlied, which of course rocks. And previously I was listening to good ol' Earth Song. Next I might listen to Selah. Speaking of Earth Song and Selah, another tattoo might be in the making. I thought of a totally original place for it too. So, maybe a birthday present to myself this summer? Eh, eh? We'll seeeeee!
Ooh. Now I'm listening to Seal Lullaby. So calming. Wow.
I don't know how I'll get through rehearsal today. It's a full run-through again, and my ankle already hurts, but now I have this S.O.B migraine. Gah. And I have a feeling that once I'm out and about, this migraine will the the kind that makes me burst into tears. Uh ohhh. Don't make me sad!!
I should meditate or something.
Too bad I don't know how.
I need my very own Yoda.
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